Everything is going to change now, isn't it?
I've fucked up so bad, it's unforgivable.
My heart has been broken, smashed in to a million little pieces, and for the first time in such a long time I feel it. I feel pain, and there is nothing I can do about it. My body aches, I can't breathe, I can't sleep, all I'm thinking of is him.
I'm giving him time and space to think, but all of me knows what comes next. I don't feel like we'll be together anymore. No more second, third, fourth chances.
It's true, I can't seem to breathe, and I feel like shit, I feel like every break up song is true lol.
Should I wait and see what happens? Even though I know what comes next.
I feel terrible right now. So terrible. Fuck my life.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
OMG College & High School Choir Reunions
I like college.
I like how no body cares about what you're wearing in college.
I don't like the people who still think they are in high school.
I like how straight forward it is.
I like how it's ok to bring your lap top to take notes on in class.
I like how there is wifi everywhere.
Speaking of high school. I got invited to this choir reunion at my high school last night. I suddenly got nervous when I checked the people that had confirmed. Or the fact that I'd be going back to high school sort of freaked me out. The only reason I decided to go is because the choir teachers that I had when I was going to high school are retiring. Finally. They're old. But it is still sad seeing them go and I'm glad that they taught me most of what I know when it comes to music. So I'm going to see them and sing to them. I sort of got a weird rush of performing in that auditorium and sitting in my old seat in the choir room. It should be fun. A little nerve wrecking but fun.
I like how no body cares about what you're wearing in college.
I don't like the people who still think they are in high school.
I like how straight forward it is.
I like how it's ok to bring your lap top to take notes on in class.
I like how there is wifi everywhere.
Speaking of high school. I got invited to this choir reunion at my high school last night. I suddenly got nervous when I checked the people that had confirmed. Or the fact that I'd be going back to high school sort of freaked me out. The only reason I decided to go is because the choir teachers that I had when I was going to high school are retiring. Finally. They're old. But it is still sad seeing them go and I'm glad that they taught me most of what I know when it comes to music. So I'm going to see them and sing to them. I sort of got a weird rush of performing in that auditorium and sitting in my old seat in the choir room. It should be fun. A little nerve wrecking but fun.
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