Everything is going to change now, isn't it?
I've fucked up so bad, it's unforgivable.
My heart has been broken, smashed in to a million little pieces, and for the first time in such a long time I feel it. I feel pain, and there is nothing I can do about it. My body aches, I can't breathe, I can't sleep, all I'm thinking of is him.
I'm giving him time and space to think, but all of me knows what comes next. I don't feel like we'll be together anymore. No more second, third, fourth chances.
It's true, I can't seem to breathe, and I feel like shit, I feel like every break up song is true lol.
Should I wait and see what happens? Even though I know what comes next.
I feel terrible right now. So terrible. Fuck my life.
